This is my zen. I have $50 bag of weed, 2 packs of smokes and vodka. I'm celebrating the fact that after 3 weeks of Hell I heard my son say "I love you Mama Katy" today. I'm in happy tears. I am so proud of both my children. Im doing this whole project for them. What project? How things would be in my perfect world. In my perfect world we would stay in zen forever. Namaste is heard more often. Laughter and children would be in plenty. All babies would be born healthy. I will be adding posts like a blog here and will always post if it's changed. What I have here are the people that I want to associate with and my online friends. I would not have gotten this far without your help love and trust. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. You keep things running smoothe.